And I Found Peace



Of all the things I have loved,
Death,
I have come to love you most
of all.
And the hold you take
on my tired heart
only brings me closer
to you.

You would want me to hate you.
Yet every drop of blood
only makes your face
more visible to me.
I ride a stream from myself
to you
but you send me away.
Every time.

And I once did hate you
for taking those
so close to me
away.
My life was as shallow
as the husk you left behind.
The husk of my life.
My life.

Yet now I do love you.
And as I say your name
you only come
halfway for me.
Death, can you not see
what you now
mean
to me?

They are gone,
and it is they
that I loved
back then.
But when I want
to ride that stream
from me to them
you always push me back.

Embrace me, Death.
You are the only
one who knows
me now.
I have you
to be with.
You are the closest one
to those I loved so much.

You ask why I come to you.
Death, you are now
the only love
I have.
At least where there is you, Death,
There is Love,
And there is Peace.
There is you.




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