I keep forgetting things.
I keep focusing.
pretty messed up? who can tell.
hard. to. say.
all these things to say. things to say which mean the same thing
most of which is nothing.
as in "hard to say" what does it mean? It just means, Hard to Say.
But that 's not what I meant.
that's a long walk just to get nowhere, isn't it?
WHOOPS.
caps.
people and situations,
not people, imaginary people, still there are these situations, are
they real situations?
the room. and then I kept .
that's .
thing think
she ate.
what thing did she think she .
figuring out what katie is thinking, ...
people keep getting far away.
full taught thought.
sounds like phife.
you know how....deb just said I keep talking...I keep talknig all my
thoughts out loud, over, apparently, it's just the way I'mthinknig things
out a lot.]
word processor is dissatisfortory8 because it keeps thinking out ..
darn, the way all my thoughts, keep getting thougth ionto one another.
the problem with the word processor, is that , well partly that I'm just dissatisfied with the way it inhibits whatever I'm doign sometimes.
yes, trying chapstick, having hid milk.
want to findpeoploe, but I don't want to find them. you want to find the feeling of having found people. want to experience that.
this is an interesting experience, I suppose. Does it mean that after this. no wait. not what I was thinking, was it?
not interested in reading this because not interested in perusing my
past thougths. only forward\
only on and on
2.15
where ahs katie gone?
hwo long will she feel it has been by the time she comes back?
how long will it actually have been?
The feeling of meeting this keyboard.
meeting this keyboard, finger to key. no new ground here is there?
2.16
the questions the resolutions this seems to help me notice the questions doesn't it?
2.17
2.20
2.20
putting finger on what I mean by sorry
...
2.22
2.22
2.22
"very interesting point"
it probably could have been, too.
2.23
saved a lot of talking in that period.
it's frustrating to not be able to think straight. think straightly.
the shampoo
it was interesting.
it is pretty much usually.
lots of spoken words
for not spoken thoughts.
it's gone.
givie it up for will.
the beginning
celery
the taste of celery
memory of celery
if she had a name it would be Julie
sorry
interesting
2:36
sorry is a filler word
so is interesting is also a filler word
sorry there it goes again
2:38
you're getting worse
2:39
I think I'll start writing my essay
2:40
2:41
lately he's been growling
2:42
it's not importang
i don't know what time it is
oh, it's 3:31
I don't know how to make the computer do that
it's not impo
it's 3:56 am
i wish i had something to do
i've felt this way all night and the night has passed so i guess i
found something to do.
not important.
dan feels that way.
not me.